붙박이 별 (Fixed Star)

난 죽어도 안되는 게 있나봐
너를 잊는 것처럼
참 미련할 정도로 난 너에게
가슴을 내줬나봐
시간을 되돌릴 수 있다면
뭐든 할 것만 같아
조금 더 일찍 이런 생각을
하지 못했던 걸까 (왜 그런걸까)
다 부질없는 후회 다 끝난 일인데

내가 널 잊을 수 있을까
혼자 견딜 수 있을까
흘린 눈물이 헛되지 않도록
그리워 참을 수 있을까
애써 웃을 수 있을까
지난 시간만큼 더 걸릴 테지만 나는

니 흔적도 지워주지 그랬어
없던 일이 되도록
나 간신히 숨 쉬고 있지만
죽어가는 것 같아 (그런건가봐)
다 부질없는 후회 다 끝난 일인데

내가 널 잊을 수 있을까
혼자 견딜 수 있을까
흘린 눈물이 헛되지 않도록
그리워 참을 수 있을까
애써 웃을 수 있을까
지난 시간만큼 더 걸릴 테지만

기 억이 스민다 두 눈에 어린다
몸부림쳐오는 지금도
나는 할 수 없나봐 (볼 수 없나봐)
보낼 수가 없나봐

니 맘도 내 맘과 같을까
혼자 아프진 않을까
아직 나에겐 걱정이 되나봐
니 얼에 난 지워졌을까
영영 지워져버릴까
사실 이별보다 더 두려운가봐
나는

[Romanization]

nan jook uh doh ahn dweh neun gae eet nah bwa
nuh reul eet neun gut chuh rum
cham mi ryun hal jung doh roh nan nuh ae gae
ga seum eul nae jyot nah bwa
shi gan eul dweh dol reel soo eet da myun
muh deun hal gut man gat ah
jo geum duh il jik ee run saeng gak eul
ha ji mot haet dun gul kka (wae geu run gul kka)
da boo jil up neun hoo hwe da kkeut nan il in dae

nae ga nul eet eul soo eet eul kka
hon ja gyun deel soo eet eul kka
heul rin noon mool ee hut dwe ji ahn do rok
geu ri wuh cham eul soo eet eul kka
ae ssuh oot eul soo eet eul kka
ji nan shi gan man keum duh gul reel tae ji man na neun

nee heun juk doh ji wuh joo ji geu raet suh
up dun il ee dweh doh rok
nan gan shin hee soom shi go eet ji man
gook uh ga nun gut gat ah (geu run gun ga bwa)
da boo jil up neun hoo hwe da kkeut nan il in dae

nae ga nul eet eul soo eet eul kka
hon ja gyun deel soo eet eul kka
heul rin noon mool ee hut dwe ji ahn do rok
geu ri wuh cham eul soo eet eul kka
ae ssuh oot eul soo eet eul kka
ji nan shi gan man keum duh gul reel tae ji man

gi uk ee seu min da doo noon ae uh rin da
mom boo rim chuh rum oh neun ji keum doh
na nun hal soo up na bwa (bol soo up na bwa)
bo nael soo ga up na bwa

nee mam doh nae mam gwa gat eul kka
hon ja ah peu jin ahn eul kka
ah jik na ae gaen guk jung ee dwe na bwa
nee uhl ae nan ji wuh jut eul kka
young young ji wuh juh buh reel kka
sa shil ee byul boh da duh doo ryuh oon ga bwa
na neun

[Translation]

There must be some things I can’t ever do
like forgetting you
I gave you too much of my heart, so much that
it’s almost pathetic
If I could turn back time
I would do anything
Why didn’t I think of something like this sooner (why not)
These are all useless regrets
because everything is over now

Can I ever forget you
Can I get through this alone
Am I strong enough to endure this
and not put my fallen tears to waste
Can I try to smile
It will take as long as the time that’s already passed
but I

Why didn’t you erase every trace of you
So that it would be like nothing ever happened
I’m breathing, but I feel like I’m slowly dying (I think I am)
These are all useless regrets
because everything is over now

Can I ever forget you
Can I get through this alone
Am I strong enough to endure this
and not put my fallen tears to waste
Can I try to smile
It will take as long as the time that’s already passed

The memories are still piercing through me
with sympathetic eyes
My body is still thrashing in agony
Maybe I can’t do it
I can’t let you go

I wonder if your mind is the same as mine
I wonder if you’re hurting alone
I must still be worrying about you
I wonder if I’ve been erased from your mind
Erased forever
Should I just go and be erased forever?
Honestly, I think that’s what I’m afraid of more than saying goodbye

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